Ariaa Jaeger
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A personal note: I am finally ready to tell you that I was at death's
door on Christmas Day from a combination of viral pneumonia and Covid. I am
vaccinated and have not been sick in 29 years with even a cold so I let a
little cough and sore throat go too far without doing anything about it and it
almost cost me my life. I was traumatized by the experience and it took me 27
days to get back to 100% but I am now.
I learned so much from that near death experience. I especially learned
how vital air and breathing are. I will breathe deeply for the rest of my days
because when I couldn't it was the most desperate feeling you can imagine.
Having died in 1993 and now near death in 2022 has given me a new perspective.
Forgive me if I don't interact with you as much as I did for the last 13 years
here. I used to comment and respond to everyone but now conserve my energy to
solely serve others. It doesn't mean I don't love or appreciate you, I do. It
simply means the days in front of me are far fewer than those behind me and I
still have much to do.
I don't need or require your sympathy. I was jolted into an enormous
dose of humility and now seek to relish every moment before there are no more.
I want you to know how critical it is you make the most of your life,
don't squander even a second. Love with abandon, stop bitching, whining and
complaining. Life is short and it can end in a nanosecond. I never thought I
would come that close to death again and survive it but I did and I urge you to
appreciate your life as if it will end tomorrow. Love each other, set your
boundaries, don't be aligned to those who don't genuinely care about you. I found
out who my real friends were during those 27 days and will cherish them even
more. Surround yourself with spiritually evolved likeminded and kind humans.
Don't waste your gifts on those who are nothing more than fluff in your life.
Kill your ego, slay it. Humble yourselves and speak softer more gently each
day. Conserve your energy for the big things and serving others, serving
animals and mother earth to improve the quality of life for all is the big
thing.
Sending all of you love, light and most of all hoping to awaken the god
within you. ❤ p.s. thank you all for your prayers during that time when I requested prayer,
I am certain it is the only reason I pulled through.
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